When I opened the door Monday afternoon to get the mail, I nearly stepped into a huge bag of gently used, brand-name clothing for boys. Beside it was another huge bag of gently used name brand boy clothing, some still with tags, and a massive, heavy box loaded with a superb selection of delicious and healthy pantry items, and nestled in among it all was a medium gift bag with fresh Comice pears, just starting to blush, and fragrant, perfect clementines. After looking around, up and down our street to find the proprietor of such a profoundly generous gift, and even examining the concrete in our driveway for any tracks or clues (always fancied myself rather Nancy Drew-like) only to find nothing left behind, I carried it all in and place it on our kitchen table, marveling at the enormity of it all. Tucked into one of the clothing bags was a small, simple card, left anonymous, in a elegant red felt-tip script. I had to read it several times, for the tears had blurred my vision.
God knows it's been a year of strife and struggle here, and the waning has began wear us down like sand rubbing on wood. My faith has grown brittle, and my hope has thinned. Sometimes I feel myself becoming bitter and pessimistic, which I resent, but can't wash away. I'm exhausted by hoping for things to get better sometimes. As if hope is like some kind of unicorn or mermaid, a mythical beast that teases me to chase it murky, uncharted forests, leaving me feeling baffled and lost when I finally come to senses and realize it was just a figment of my imagination.
But that massive load of love that someone most carefully deposited on our doorstep, that was real. Real as oxygen, and made hope tangible again. And so I see God working in the people around us, reminding us that we are taken care of and loved, and not to give up, gives us meaning and recharges us, drives our courage and focus, and challenges us to be more attentive to His voice and His nudge.
Thank you, to my mysterious donor with really good taste in clothing and food. Thank you for the thoughtfulness and generosity. Thank you to all the people who have been so loving and thoughtful this past year, taking time to share tea, or have a playdate, help fix our car, or coming out and pray with us until 2 am. Thank you for leaning in to His voice, and for modeling to us how to be in the world. God bless you and your family!
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Friday, December 20, 2013
Season of Wonder
What will we remember of this season, this year, this month? The toys under the tree, or the laughter over the table with friends? The way the cookies smell of cloves and cinnamon or buttercream?
Here's what I want to remember from this year--
Raphael, who is now three and a half, has awoken to the magic of the season. He is a Christmas boy, and I imagine one day, he'll be the one with his house finely lit, complete with yard ornaments of wise men and a manger. A very hip and jive version of Clark Griswald. Tastful, not tacky. And oh the magic! It will be there, in his eyes, years from now, as they round and sparkle with the wonder of it all. His sensitive ears tune into the music we play in our home, the Jawbone speaker blaring from its perch on the shelves over the TV, and Pandora chimes all the vintage Christmas favorites. And "Jingle Bells" is his favorite. His language is still choppy, and I need to lean into his words for meaning, but the joy is expressed through his chocolate brown eyes, and his dimples when he smiles with a gap in his front teeth. Words? Who needs words when you have so much joy spilling from those deep soulful eyes? When the song comes on, he lights up and sings along with it, at the top of his voice, and mah-mah-mahing his way through the words when he doesn't remember them (as we all do, honestly). And his new favorite song, "Let it Snow!" has been claimed, and he does reclaim it each and every time it's on, declaring "It's my song, Mama!" How did he learn the words for that? Who of us in this house have ever claimed a song like this? None, but our dear Raphael. Our sweet little man whose ears are so finely tuned, and heart so mildly forged, that he owns a song as if it has been stirred and baked from the ovens of his own toasty-warm heart? His heart sings. For me, this is part of the season's magic I inhale like perfume.
The days have been long this winter. Spiked with a surprise snowfall that shut down the city, and our efforts to sled at the park were greeted with dismal grass that had frosted over, winter has arrived. The days have been frozen, chilly, and the fog as thick as soup. After homeschool the boys romp outside, and I warm their Ramen for lunch (we be po' this year, just another year of living as starving college kids, again...still, and goodness knows there's no nutrition in that Ramen, but when I add some frozen peas, I feel better about it, and they feel full), and sometimes some hot cocoa with mini marshmallows in their matching orange mugs, or blueberry tea, to warm their cold little fingers when they come in from the biting chill of outdoors.
My Blueberry Tea Recipe
-boiling water
-frozen blueberries
-lemon or orange slices, whatever is in the fridge that day
-honey to taste
Stir with small Austrian coffee spoons, and serve with a Russian Tea Cakes or iced sugar cookies. Make sure holiday music is blaring, it adds sparkle to the flavor.
Last weekend was chock full of joy for us. Friday night as soon as Aaron came home from work, we changed and prissed up for a company party with Tia Kissy in Portland. This is our third year going and the food and music, not to mention the company of amazing social workers serving severely abused children in the state of Oregon, we had a great time there, and were able to even get a sitter which in our book qualifies as a real date. The next day we had our dear friends the Votrobecks out, and they brought a lasagna dinner, then we decorated about 100 sugar cookies, making sure they took home their share. And Sunday, our beloved friends-dare I call them just friends, for they feel more like family-the Coomalas came out for the day. How indulged! Sarah and I prepared the lunch while the men tinkered in our dieing car--long story, epically long, and not very interesting at that, but the synopsis could be this: if our car was a horse, we'd have shot it three years ago. But Jon, bless him, was such a help for Aaron to help fix our car so it would work, and Sarah and I were able to catch up, decorate gingerbread/"ninja"bread men, AND put three boys down for a nap while the guys worked out in the cold! Superstars, that's what. It felt like family, to settle in, hang out, drink tea, and share time. I loved every moment, and was so sad when they had to go home that late afternoon, but so grateful for the memory. That night we were indulged by our sweet friends the Grice who came caroling with their four beautiful children, bringing delicious chewy molasses cookies with song. Raphael, who was in the tub and wasn't about to miss the moment, rushed down stairs, shiny wet from his bath and not wearing a stitch, to offer a very merry Christmas streak to them as they loaded up for the next house on their list.
These days I have grown lonely in the kitchen, and it seems only proper that the boys help me in the Christmas cooking. For both sugar and gingerbread cookies, the boys have helped me. How deeply does it tickle me when I get out the cinnamon, and rather than reach for a measuring spoon, they offer their cupped fingers, to measure as I do, because they have learned what a teaspoon looks like in the palm of the hand? Many days I have put Raph down for a nap and as Andres rests in his room I have tiptoed to his door to peek in.
"If you pick up your toys, you can come downstairs and make (insert any sugary Christmas treat) with me."
He responds with an eager hustle of effort, and none too quietly stumbles down stairs to wash his hands and begin the baking with me, standing on a chair at my side, his cupped hand extended as I pull down the nutmeg from cabinet. He does it all these days: crack eggs, pour milk into the measuring cup (some things must be measured out properly, after all), work the Cuisinart mixer...he's a wonder boy, that one. Both boys helped cut sugar cookies and gingerbread men, so mature and on-task in the kitchen. I'm so blessed to have such great helpers!
What will I remember of this year as I'm gray and old so long from now?
Not the fact that we're broke, and stressed, and strained, and choked so full of humanity and struggle that we can't sleep at night. Not that we find ourselves growing into an age that suddenly slows us down via energy or effort. Not the Ramen and Cup-o-Soups that we call food, or the meager stash of dollar store toys high in our bedroom closet that we call stocking-stuffers, or the mess and filth of our rental that's a far cry from the magic of a Dickens' Christmas setting, not even the great void of family that I had when I was little, specifically my own family, especially now. None of that will stand out when I wrap myself up tight in that shawl so many years from now, lost in my nostalgia of Christmases Past.
What I hope to remember is what warms me now: the song in my son's voice as he blares "his song" from the depths of his lungs, the way Andres hops out of bed to hunt down the Elf every morning, the smell of cookies in the oven, and the laughter, story-telling, merry-making, and sounds of small boys who will one day be men. And even then, even then, I will lean into them to see their then-large grown, manly hands cradle a teaspoon of cinnamon.
Here's what I want to remember from this year--
Raphael, who is now three and a half, has awoken to the magic of the season. He is a Christmas boy, and I imagine one day, he'll be the one with his house finely lit, complete with yard ornaments of wise men and a manger. A very hip and jive version of Clark Griswald. Tastful, not tacky. And oh the magic! It will be there, in his eyes, years from now, as they round and sparkle with the wonder of it all. His sensitive ears tune into the music we play in our home, the Jawbone speaker blaring from its perch on the shelves over the TV, and Pandora chimes all the vintage Christmas favorites. And "Jingle Bells" is his favorite. His language is still choppy, and I need to lean into his words for meaning, but the joy is expressed through his chocolate brown eyes, and his dimples when he smiles with a gap in his front teeth. Words? Who needs words when you have so much joy spilling from those deep soulful eyes? When the song comes on, he lights up and sings along with it, at the top of his voice, and mah-mah-mahing his way through the words when he doesn't remember them (as we all do, honestly). And his new favorite song, "Let it Snow!" has been claimed, and he does reclaim it each and every time it's on, declaring "It's my song, Mama!" How did he learn the words for that? Who of us in this house have ever claimed a song like this? None, but our dear Raphael. Our sweet little man whose ears are so finely tuned, and heart so mildly forged, that he owns a song as if it has been stirred and baked from the ovens of his own toasty-warm heart? His heart sings. For me, this is part of the season's magic I inhale like perfume.
The days have been long this winter. Spiked with a surprise snowfall that shut down the city, and our efforts to sled at the park were greeted with dismal grass that had frosted over, winter has arrived. The days have been frozen, chilly, and the fog as thick as soup. After homeschool the boys romp outside, and I warm their Ramen for lunch (we be po' this year, just another year of living as starving college kids, again...still, and goodness knows there's no nutrition in that Ramen, but when I add some frozen peas, I feel better about it, and they feel full), and sometimes some hot cocoa with mini marshmallows in their matching orange mugs, or blueberry tea, to warm their cold little fingers when they come in from the biting chill of outdoors.
My Blueberry Tea Recipe
-boiling water
-frozen blueberries
-lemon or orange slices, whatever is in the fridge that day
-honey to taste
Stir with small Austrian coffee spoons, and serve with a Russian Tea Cakes or iced sugar cookies. Make sure holiday music is blaring, it adds sparkle to the flavor.
Last weekend was chock full of joy for us. Friday night as soon as Aaron came home from work, we changed and prissed up for a company party with Tia Kissy in Portland. This is our third year going and the food and music, not to mention the company of amazing social workers serving severely abused children in the state of Oregon, we had a great time there, and were able to even get a sitter which in our book qualifies as a real date. The next day we had our dear friends the Votrobecks out, and they brought a lasagna dinner, then we decorated about 100 sugar cookies, making sure they took home their share. And Sunday, our beloved friends-dare I call them just friends, for they feel more like family-the Coomalas came out for the day. How indulged! Sarah and I prepared the lunch while the men tinkered in our dieing car--long story, epically long, and not very interesting at that, but the synopsis could be this: if our car was a horse, we'd have shot it three years ago. But Jon, bless him, was such a help for Aaron to help fix our car so it would work, and Sarah and I were able to catch up, decorate gingerbread/"ninja"bread men, AND put three boys down for a nap while the guys worked out in the cold! Superstars, that's what. It felt like family, to settle in, hang out, drink tea, and share time. I loved every moment, and was so sad when they had to go home that late afternoon, but so grateful for the memory. That night we were indulged by our sweet friends the Grice who came caroling with their four beautiful children, bringing delicious chewy molasses cookies with song. Raphael, who was in the tub and wasn't about to miss the moment, rushed down stairs, shiny wet from his bath and not wearing a stitch, to offer a very merry Christmas streak to them as they loaded up for the next house on their list.
These days I have grown lonely in the kitchen, and it seems only proper that the boys help me in the Christmas cooking. For both sugar and gingerbread cookies, the boys have helped me. How deeply does it tickle me when I get out the cinnamon, and rather than reach for a measuring spoon, they offer their cupped fingers, to measure as I do, because they have learned what a teaspoon looks like in the palm of the hand? Many days I have put Raph down for a nap and as Andres rests in his room I have tiptoed to his door to peek in.
"If you pick up your toys, you can come downstairs and make (insert any sugary Christmas treat) with me."
He responds with an eager hustle of effort, and none too quietly stumbles down stairs to wash his hands and begin the baking with me, standing on a chair at my side, his cupped hand extended as I pull down the nutmeg from cabinet. He does it all these days: crack eggs, pour milk into the measuring cup (some things must be measured out properly, after all), work the Cuisinart mixer...he's a wonder boy, that one. Both boys helped cut sugar cookies and gingerbread men, so mature and on-task in the kitchen. I'm so blessed to have such great helpers!
What will I remember of this year as I'm gray and old so long from now?
Not the fact that we're broke, and stressed, and strained, and choked so full of humanity and struggle that we can't sleep at night. Not that we find ourselves growing into an age that suddenly slows us down via energy or effort. Not the Ramen and Cup-o-Soups that we call food, or the meager stash of dollar store toys high in our bedroom closet that we call stocking-stuffers, or the mess and filth of our rental that's a far cry from the magic of a Dickens' Christmas setting, not even the great void of family that I had when I was little, specifically my own family, especially now. None of that will stand out when I wrap myself up tight in that shawl so many years from now, lost in my nostalgia of Christmases Past.
What I hope to remember is what warms me now: the song in my son's voice as he blares "his song" from the depths of his lungs, the way Andres hops out of bed to hunt down the Elf every morning, the smell of cookies in the oven, and the laughter, story-telling, merry-making, and sounds of small boys who will one day be men. And even then, even then, I will lean into them to see their then-large grown, manly hands cradle a teaspoon of cinnamon.
Sunday, December 1, 2013
The Best Pep Talk
Finally, with NaNo out of my hair, I'm all about Advent.
I've been following this blogging mom, Oh Amanda, for nearly four years, and after that amount of time watching other bloggers have such success and so much fun with her ebook for Advent, I finally purchased the Truth in the Tinsel, with a 20% off coupon, and have set aside time each day to do our little Advent devotionals together. It's perfect. It lays out scripture, a small activity of creating a little ornament together that links to the days theme, and has devotionals for little kids to really have scripture accessed and understood. It's very well done, and I'm so glad I finally dropped the dough to get the ebook, best less-than-eight-bucks spent this season, so long as I don't have to plan it out right now, what with homeschool, Advent, Elf on the Shelf, baking cookies, making cards and gifts, and other holiday events. Each daily activity only takes 10-30 minutes, really as long as we want or need it to. And it's something we can do every year for a while, so the money was well worth it!
Click here to visit Truth in the Tinsel.
Today, we did Day One together as a family, and that was special since Aaron could read the scripture and be able to participate, which won't always be the case as Aaron focuses on sending out three applications to PhD programs, finish the quarter, and take finals these next two weeks. How that man manages is beyond me. He works long hours at work. He commits long hours to grad school. And completing these applications is like another part-time job! Ammmmaaaaaazzzzzzing. God bless him.
So we put the tree up this morning, amidst merry Christmas music and periodic stressful moments regarding small boys and Grandma's heirloom antique glass ornaments. This year, Raph absorbs it. He loves it, and would lay under the tree all day, if we let him. He was so excited to decorate, it just melts my heart to see the magic in his eyes this year. Andres is stoked as well, and loved to help Aaron string the lights on the tree, historically having been my job! He's getting so big so fast. I can't believe, when I look at him with his handsome features, that he's my own son sometimes.
So the season of wonder is here, and it's so precious and fleeting. I'm holding onto this joyous age when our boys are little and full of the miracle of Christmastime, holding on with all my strength, to relish it, to capture the sparkle of twinkling lights in their dark brown eyes, of the way their little fingers cling to a red shiny ornament, and the whimsical swirls of hot cocoa mustaches over their little lips. This is the sweet spot. This age, this season, this time of parenthood and childhood, is so very precious.
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Signs
When Aaron and I were in college we avoided the sweltering heat one evening and ran to the movie theater where we could relish a few hours of air conditioning, and watch a movie that was touted to be the 'Jaws of cornfields'--a little M. Night Shyamalan flick that was slotted as a thriller movie. But afterwords as I left the cool interiors of the movie theater into the oppressive heat of the summer night, what I realized was that it wasn't an alien thriller movie at all. It was a metaphor about faith. Omit alien and insert anything you like. Cancer or car crash, lost job, or cheating spouse, whatever it is, it comes to us unwelcome, invading, confusing, and painful. And in the midst of that struggle there are hints at something bigger, something sacred in the suffering, something drawing us into the powerful connective tissue of humanity, with small, darting glimmers of hope that keep our feet moving forward despite the mud and blood and tears.
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| Her husband suffered a brain injury, and her story speaks to all of us. |
When I was a middle school Language Arts teacher I attended a workshop in a high school and that teacher had a poster on his wall with a quote that melted me.
"Be kind, for everyone is fighting a great battle."
~Ian MacLaren
It moved me because I wanted to be that person who had an awareness of the pains around me. I wanted to see the troubled behavior as reaching out, as communication, as an SOS from someone as their ship is sinking. Not that I thought could swoop in and save them, not that I had the perfect thing to say to remedy their pains or struggles, but that I could just simply be kind. Be kind without judgement or condemnation. Be kind and nothing else.
Years ago I watched an interview with Oprah, and was moved at her insight about what every human being she has ever interviewed:
“I’ve talked to nearly 30,000 people on this show, and all 30,000 had one thing in common: They all wanted validation. If I could reach through this television and sit on your sofa or sit on a stool in your kitchen right now, I would tell you that every single person you will ever meet shares that common desire. They want to know: ‘Do you see me? Do you hear me? Does what I say mean anything to you?’
Everyone wants validation, compassion, encouragement. Everyone needs kindness because aren't we all in a fight, exhausted, wounded, troubled, crippled in some way?
Our family has been graced with powerful reminders to be aware of the people around us, of the flares they send out for help. We are penitent for the judgements we have cast on others when our lives were clicking along beautifully and we were frustrated with them because we wanted them to just hurry up and be happy, get over it, move on because their struggles were killing our buzz. At the time it didn't feel like that, but now, on the other side of experience, we see it for what it was.
I feel especially sorry for responding to my brother this way years ago, my little brother Wade, who had consequences and circumstances that I had never had to deal with personally, and I wanted him to just get it together. We were doing well at the time. We were in a house, happily married, a new baby boy, in secure jobs, plugged in at church. Why couldn't he just follow our model and do the same thing? The funny thing about circumstances is they are always theoretically applied. We can say we know what we'd do in their shoes, but it's not true. We can tell them what they should do, or how to handle their situation, or give them a stirring motivational oration that would move angels to weep, but that's not what anyone needs. What he needed, what we need, what every single person needs, is kindness and validation.
I'm so grateful to the people in our live who have been graceful with us during this season of tribulation, and gentle, and kind, and validating. There are no words to convey how your love has taught us how we want to be in the world.
I'm so grateful to the people in our live who have been graceful with us during this season of tribulation, and gentle, and kind, and validating. There are no words to convey how your love has taught us how we want to be in the world.
This article is what I needed today. The story broke my heart, and spoke to my heart, and reminded me to simply have heart.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
En Route
Fade In: Night on the freeway. Raining, wipers streak against the windshield. KLOVE plays softly on the radio. Red break lights illuminate faces in the car, boys getting restless in the back seat, mom anxious to get through the congested Portland traffic to pick husband from work.
Raph: IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII love you, Mom.
Mom: (sigh) I love you too, Raphie.
Raph: I love you AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH lot, Mom.
Mom: I love you a lot too, sweetheart.
Raph: Okay, stop talking now, Mom. It quiet time. Quite time NOW.
Raph: IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII love you, Mom.
Mom: (sigh) I love you too, Raphie.
Raph: I love you AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH lot, Mom.
Mom: I love you a lot too, sweetheart.
Raph: Okay, stop talking now, Mom. It quiet time. Quite time NOW.
Friday, November 1, 2013
Back On the Horse & the Holiness of Garbage Trucks
I've been a naughty blogger. Sporatic at best.
I actually created an epic photo video from the summertime to compensate for the vast drought of posts here for four months, and after hours and hours editing that masterpiece, YouTube nixed it because it detected the contents I used regarding copyrighted music. Not like I would be trying to make money off it, just a digital scrapbook with sound, that's all. I had given all the props right there on the video to each artist, and I even tried to make my blog private and YouTube was still all "no way, you filthy, rotten music stealer." I totally get it, I really do love musicians, and value their art and craft, and really do have respect for their rights and all that. But COME ON!!! That video was going to be the coolest thing since sporks, man! So, currently it's vaulted in my computer, and hopefully I can alter it and share it here one day. With uber cool reggae music nonetheless.
In the meantime, I thought I had better get back on the saddle with this blog and continue to chronicle the events of my family so one day my boys can read it and (hopefully) appreciate their childhood through my eyes, and draw new insights into adulthood and parenthood through my words and experiences. We're still seeking miracles here, and it's still very messy. So the show must go on.
Today was an average day where we took Papa to work and then rushed home to eat breakfast then dive into school. And as we were trying to back into our driveway to get it all started, the garbage truck was blocking our route. As my right turn blinker ticked away, we watched that giant truck extend an arm with perfect agility and clasp with two robot fingers onto our garbage can. Somehow, for some reason, it was hypnotic, and we three each absorbed the slow, mechanical movements as it heaved the garbage off the roadside and hold it over the massive hole on it's top, releasing a week's worth of diapers, cat litter, laundry lint, and other unspeakably nasty things dismissed in a family's trash. And it occurred to me that the man driving the truck was good at his job, and I waved at him, as did the boys, as he drove down the block with a kind smile on his burly face.
I couldn't help but smile as well, and I suddenly wanted to hug that man.
What if we didn't have garbage trucks? I know what that looks like first hand. When we were in Senegal 5 years ago, we were mesmerized by the raw and rustic beautiful of sub-Saharan Africa. But the population isn't capable of affording food or medicine or clean water to drink and wash babies in, let alone the luxury of a sanitation department to collect and dispose of waste. And the land was decimated by not only poverty but filth as well. And even way out in the bush, far from the cities with their weak but running sanitation efforts, the beautiful, iconic African landscape was ruined by trash. Plastic sacks wrapped around and hung from ancient baobab trees, and soda bottles or cans lay where they were dropped or where the wind had swept them. Little bits of cellophane fluttered like butterflies from branches of acacia trees, and donkeys lumbered around with plastic wrapped around their legs or suctioned to their mouths as they tried to graze around it.
And I'm not saying this with any elitist Christian pity, or ugly American arrogance. It's only an observation, a contrast of cultures and circumstances. I mention Senegal because today I wanted to hug my garbage truck driver, I wanted to yank him out of that odoriferous beast with its didactylous arm, and squeeze the prunes out of him because he did his job well, and he did it with a smile, and a friendly wave at a mom who was anxious to get the long day going, and two little boys who were enchanted by the truck he operated with such ease, for making it look easy, for lifting three dark fingers in a small salute to us, and smiling inside that scruffy beard as he drove our trash away.
I actually created an epic photo video from the summertime to compensate for the vast drought of posts here for four months, and after hours and hours editing that masterpiece, YouTube nixed it because it detected the contents I used regarding copyrighted music. Not like I would be trying to make money off it, just a digital scrapbook with sound, that's all. I had given all the props right there on the video to each artist, and I even tried to make my blog private and YouTube was still all "no way, you filthy, rotten music stealer." I totally get it, I really do love musicians, and value their art and craft, and really do have respect for their rights and all that. But COME ON!!! That video was going to be the coolest thing since sporks, man! So, currently it's vaulted in my computer, and hopefully I can alter it and share it here one day. With uber cool reggae music nonetheless.
In the meantime, I thought I had better get back on the saddle with this blog and continue to chronicle the events of my family so one day my boys can read it and (hopefully) appreciate their childhood through my eyes, and draw new insights into adulthood and parenthood through my words and experiences. We're still seeking miracles here, and it's still very messy. So the show must go on.
Today was an average day where we took Papa to work and then rushed home to eat breakfast then dive into school. And as we were trying to back into our driveway to get it all started, the garbage truck was blocking our route. As my right turn blinker ticked away, we watched that giant truck extend an arm with perfect agility and clasp with two robot fingers onto our garbage can. Somehow, for some reason, it was hypnotic, and we three each absorbed the slow, mechanical movements as it heaved the garbage off the roadside and hold it over the massive hole on it's top, releasing a week's worth of diapers, cat litter, laundry lint, and other unspeakably nasty things dismissed in a family's trash. And it occurred to me that the man driving the truck was good at his job, and I waved at him, as did the boys, as he drove down the block with a kind smile on his burly face.
I couldn't help but smile as well, and I suddenly wanted to hug that man.
What if we didn't have garbage trucks? I know what that looks like first hand. When we were in Senegal 5 years ago, we were mesmerized by the raw and rustic beautiful of sub-Saharan Africa. But the population isn't capable of affording food or medicine or clean water to drink and wash babies in, let alone the luxury of a sanitation department to collect and dispose of waste. And the land was decimated by not only poverty but filth as well. And even way out in the bush, far from the cities with their weak but running sanitation efforts, the beautiful, iconic African landscape was ruined by trash. Plastic sacks wrapped around and hung from ancient baobab trees, and soda bottles or cans lay where they were dropped or where the wind had swept them. Little bits of cellophane fluttered like butterflies from branches of acacia trees, and donkeys lumbered around with plastic wrapped around their legs or suctioned to their mouths as they tried to graze around it.
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| Somewhere between Baba Garage and Theis, Senegal in 2009: I took this shot from the van as we left the villages, the long road into the city, the airport, and home. Sadly the trash litters the bush as far as the eye can see. |
And I'm not saying this with any elitist Christian pity, or ugly American arrogance. It's only an observation, a contrast of cultures and circumstances. I mention Senegal because today I wanted to hug my garbage truck driver, I wanted to yank him out of that odoriferous beast with its didactylous arm, and squeeze the prunes out of him because he did his job well, and he did it with a smile, and a friendly wave at a mom who was anxious to get the long day going, and two little boys who were enchanted by the truck he operated with such ease, for making it look easy, for lifting three dark fingers in a small salute to us, and smiling inside that scruffy beard as he drove our trash away.
Monday, September 30, 2013
El Grito Festival '13
I love a full house. Aaron and I are both from large families (I'm the oldest of four, he's the second of six) and so we rather enjoy being smooshed in close quarters with lots of people around, it's a norm for us, a cozy thing packed with nostagia. I love the sounds of children rushing about and playing, and people lounging in the living room chatting, at the dining table recounting stories, or (as it happens in my house) hanging it the kitchen grazing around light conversation and laughter. People and food just go together in my mind. And since I've become a Villanueva, music has become part of that perfect equation, too. These Villanuevas are really, truly, deeply, musical. The improv jams they have sitting around a living room is remarkable, not to mention the extradinary variety of instruments they procure to do so. I'm so blessed to have my boys exposed to such wonderful cultural and musical influences.
So when our brother in law in Spokane, Nic, told us he landed a gig for his Latin band, Milonga, at El Grito in Pioneer Square in our neck of the woods, and invited Aaron to play rhythm guitar with the band, it sent a flurry of excitement around the family. They were buzzing. They were bubbling over. Tom and Rachel had just moved to Olympia from Cincinnati, and were eager to go to the concert, but needed a sitter for their beautiful two year daugther, and wanted to share one with us. (The gig was from 9:30 to 11:00.)
So we invited them over for dinner and offered them the boys room to sleep in, as well. I've always dreamed of a stocked guest room, something where guests can just plop down, kick off their shoes or whip off that bra and feel at home. But these days, we relocate the boys to a makeshift bed on the floor of our closet in our room, and offer their room to our guests. This summer we housed a dear writer friend of ours as she came from Eugene to the Willamette Writer's Conference, and she loved having a room of her own for three nights while here. So it works for everyone: we get to love on our guests, our guests get to feel at home, and the boys still have a place to sleep. After Tom and Rachel responded with an elated "yes!" it just made sense for me to invite everyone here for dinner. Now, bear in mind, that's nearly 20 people, including kids. Everyone replied "great! what can I bring!" My answer, knowing this family as well as I do, is always wine. Bring wine, folks.
Then Mel, Aaron's other sister who lives with her hubby and baby boy in Spokane announced they would even be making the 6 hour trip down and wondered if they could crash here after the concert. Without hesitating, we said of course! Then we dandied up the office studio, and apologized for not having enough pillows and blankets, but the space was theres to have for the night.
My rule of thumb when hosting a dinner party for 15 people or more is keep it simple as can be, especially when there's kids. And since we're scraping by right now, I needed to be real about the bottom line too. So I cheated and just bought two gi-normous Marie Callender lasagnes, six bags of salad, more wine (because it's 20 people) and beer, and loads of tortilla chips with salsa, and not the wimpy kind, y'all, after all these are Villanuevas we're talking about. Rachel was bringing bread, bless her. And I did make a huge peach cobbler to smother with vanilla ice cream, so it wasn't all cutting corners out of bags and boxes. Plus I love the smell of something sweet and cinnomony baking when guests arrive.
And it was a nice dinner, everyone loved the lasagne and the musicians got out their goodies and rehearsed a bit, and as soon as our sitter arrived and we loaded up and caravaned to Portland for the show.
After the show, after the stage was cleared and the instruments and amps loaded, Mom and Dad went to their hotel room in Vancouver. Nic, Rita and their little boy went home to stay with Tia Cris. Everyone else came home with us. And after a show you can't just go to bed. Not in this family! No, you go home and rummage through the left over lasagne, and grub, and reminisce. So we all came home, slipped into our yoga pants, or sweats, and poured more wine, ate more munchies and gabbed until 3 am. I loved that time together. The next morning I was up at 7 making breakfast, because I told everyone it would be served at 9 am sharp, and like dinner, it was wonderful having the house full of family one more time before they all departed for their homes.
It happened by accident.
I was told two years ago when I bought my camera that it had a video feature, but I had never been able to get it to work. I thought that since I bought it off the floor at Target (discontinued) for a killer sale price on top of a hefty markdown, that the video was just a dud. But then at the concert, the music was so great, I was motivated to just start pushing buttons and see if perchance a video recorded. It wasn't until I got home that I realized it had! I have no idea how I did it, but despite the grainy, badly focused image and humming audio, it captured! And all I could say was woh. Aaron was having so much fun up there! I've never seen him play like this, as it's such a departure from Bach and Villalobos, classical musician that he is, but he sounded good and looked good, too! I loved this song, so I'm glad it recorded. I was so excited and proud of Aaron, and grateful he had this awesome experience. (Change the video quality to 720 when viewing it. Big improvement in images!)
So when our brother in law in Spokane, Nic, told us he landed a gig for his Latin band, Milonga, at El Grito in Pioneer Square in our neck of the woods, and invited Aaron to play rhythm guitar with the band, it sent a flurry of excitement around the family. They were buzzing. They were bubbling over. Tom and Rachel had just moved to Olympia from Cincinnati, and were eager to go to the concert, but needed a sitter for their beautiful two year daugther, and wanted to share one with us. (The gig was from 9:30 to 11:00.)
So we invited them over for dinner and offered them the boys room to sleep in, as well. I've always dreamed of a stocked guest room, something where guests can just plop down, kick off their shoes or whip off that bra and feel at home. But these days, we relocate the boys to a makeshift bed on the floor of our closet in our room, and offer their room to our guests. This summer we housed a dear writer friend of ours as she came from Eugene to the Willamette Writer's Conference, and she loved having a room of her own for three nights while here. So it works for everyone: we get to love on our guests, our guests get to feel at home, and the boys still have a place to sleep. After Tom and Rachel responded with an elated "yes!" it just made sense for me to invite everyone here for dinner. Now, bear in mind, that's nearly 20 people, including kids. Everyone replied "great! what can I bring!" My answer, knowing this family as well as I do, is always wine. Bring wine, folks.
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| Our dear friend Suzi, a woman of immense faith, stayed with us during the WW Conference in August. I met her in my screenwriting classes last year, and it was so easy to love her. She said she wanted to take what her daughter calls a "selfie" on her cell phone, and I'm so glad she did. She's not only a very encouraging friend of my writing, but she's a amazingly gifted writer as well. I hope to see her movies on the big screen one day. |
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| The boys at their table in the playroom. Their cousin's daddy is the band leader, Nic. |
My rule of thumb when hosting a dinner party for 15 people or more is keep it simple as can be, especially when there's kids. And since we're scraping by right now, I needed to be real about the bottom line too. So I cheated and just bought two gi-normous Marie Callender lasagnes, six bags of salad, more wine (because it's 20 people) and beer, and loads of tortilla chips with salsa, and not the wimpy kind, y'all, after all these are Villanuevas we're talking about. Rachel was bringing bread, bless her. And I did make a huge peach cobbler to smother with vanilla ice cream, so it wasn't all cutting corners out of bags and boxes. Plus I love the smell of something sweet and cinnomony baking when guests arrive.
And it was a nice dinner, everyone loved the lasagne and the musicians got out their goodies and rehearsed a bit, and as soon as our sitter arrived and we loaded up and caravaned to Portland for the show.
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| What I love about Mexicans is that they know how to have a good time. |
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| This mariachi band was on stage when we got there and the crowd was practically slobbering with delight. They were awesome. I could see Aaron off stage warming up and by the look on his face these guys would be a tough act to follow. |
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| Warming up, handsome guy! |
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| Pride. The music was BLARING and everyone was dancing! It was a real fiesta! |
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| I wish I had a camera that could have captured the raw energy here. It was thumping and everyone at every age was there to party. |
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| I've been blessed to grow up with my sister in laws over the last 20 years. |
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| It's midnight here, and are they tired? No. Is there music going? Yes. |
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| Mel is special to me, since she's the one who told her big brother to call me all those years ago. Now she's a mommy of an adorable little tike, and he was a real trooper up so late. |
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| Handsome music man! |
It happened by accident.
I was told two years ago when I bought my camera that it had a video feature, but I had never been able to get it to work. I thought that since I bought it off the floor at Target (discontinued) for a killer sale price on top of a hefty markdown, that the video was just a dud. But then at the concert, the music was so great, I was motivated to just start pushing buttons and see if perchance a video recorded. It wasn't until I got home that I realized it had! I have no idea how I did it, but despite the grainy, badly focused image and humming audio, it captured! And all I could say was woh. Aaron was having so much fun up there! I've never seen him play like this, as it's such a departure from Bach and Villalobos, classical musician that he is, but he sounded good and looked good, too! I loved this song, so I'm glad it recorded. I was so excited and proud of Aaron, and grateful he had this awesome experience. (Change the video quality to 720 when viewing it. Big improvement in images!)
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